Hello peeps,

Come join me as i sip on my peppermint tea!

I think i've gotten too used to blabbing to Sean every night. He went off to Germany today for the Hurricane festival and i really just wanna blab about my day and summer plans... i miss him already he'll be gone for his birthday too

So.. guess what? i'm actualy going through with my fitness plan! I've been working out almost every day (doing speed cycling on the electric bike as well as wii fit and yoga). My bum feels firmer after just one week ah... I went jogging for the first time a few days ago too but my foot started aching so i wont be doing that again until i've the right shoes.

Oh yeah, turns out i may very well have some sort of artheritis. I've been complaining to my mum about my joints for the past year (at least) and she finally copped on that i might have it so she has me on medication for the next week to bring down the inflamation (she's a doc). Sucks ass though because it can get very very numb and painful and that worries me since my hands are my tools of the trade.

I want to tell the whole world how much i love Sean. I wish i could. I'm bursting with emotion for him. It's not just some stupid youthful thing that'll pass with time; it's so genuine and full and it is something that's never gonna fade away no matter what. I love him to the point where i cant see a happy future without him. He makes me feel so carefree and takes away all the worries i carry with the simplest gestures or words... Even when we fight it passes within minutes and we're back to joking around and being affectionate. He is the most open, childish, mischievous, understanding, caring, funny and fun person i have ever had the privilege of knowing. He fills me with joy. He makes me feel beautiful and amazing just as i am. He gives me dreams and adventures. He is my best friend and i cant appreciate him enough for loving me like he does. He's everything i've ever fallen in love with and he is everything that is positive. He makes me be myself and never once feel embarrassed for it.. i could never have enough of his sunshine.

God i love him. I really do.